the BOX of nice things



20 February, 2008 . 11:53 PM
brand new start

isn't really nice to start a blog posting something so solemn. however it will serve as a reminder for me. and also mark a brand new start to a better me in order to salvage our relationship. a relationship i would never let go...

the last phone conversation we had, i finally understand why our relationship has been so unstable the past few months. my petty angers made him unwilling to tell me things. as the white lies build up i grew insecure... things got worse... and then i was hurt and did something i never should have done. it hurt him so terribly much i don't think what i felt sized up to the hurt he suffered. on top of that, he had already put up with a lot of hurt accumulated from my petty angers...

i was lucky, and he too nice. he gave me a second chance... now only time will tell if things will work out. i hope for the best...

i blame it upon myself. i was way too petty... and i couldn't appreciate the many things he did for me, the many times he gave in to me. i was also cranky emotional - always sulk and unwilling to talk when something piss me off. all these i will have to change. only then can i be a better person. and that's what i hope to be.

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爱情里没有对或错。。。只有有多在乎,有多爱对方。。。每个人对爱的表现方式不同,唯有找到彼此能够明白与了解的方式,爱情才能长久。。。多沟通是唯一的办法。。。不要把什么事情都藏在心里。。。还有我们在你身边。。。 要加油哦!!!我的肩膀永远让你依靠!:)

Blogger huiqi, February 21, 2008 at 1:06 AM  

There's no right or wrong when it comes to love... It's all about how much you care about the other party, how much you love the other party... Everyone expresses love differently, The only way for a lasting relationship is to find out how exactly two must understand each other... Communicate with each other more is the only way to achieve that... Dont hide everything in your heart... You still have us by your side... Fight on!!! OUR shoulderS will always be there for you to lean on! :)

hahahahaa.
i'm too bored from lab report.

anyway.
you'll be fine!!

fighting!!!

anyway, the link to the ger's blog u posted on your old blog.. i was still wondering who is she, coz i found her really familiar. so she's the lyricist of projectdiy. haha. she's really good. her lyrics are real nice!! go check it out~ =)

Blogger 설혜유, February 23, 2008 at 2:52 PM  

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