the BOX of nice things



18 December, 2009 . 1:45 AM
scoomb, & scoomb alike

To everyone alike, why must we lose something/someone before learning the importance of it/he/she?

And so what if you learnt to cherish something/someone after it/he/she is gone. Does it mean you have learnt to cherish it/he/she when it/he/she comes back to you?

My answer is NO, they do not equate...

When the time comes to this, think... It is not difficult to tell when ones emotions/attitudes change, the heart will be the first to feel.

Think of those days, when you had it/he/she around. How did you treat it/he/she?

But YOU are doing it again.


Particularly to a big fat scoomb:
If you can't love yourself, what makes you think you have the capacity to love others?

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07 June, 2009 . 2:30 PM
Resident Evil IX

Directly after my last post... Introducing...

KimJongII + H1N1 = Resident Evil IX

Summary of the dream:

Singapore receives the first long distance missile N.Korea fires, only it turned out that the missile was loaded with bioweapon instead. Victims exposed to fumes rapidly mutate into the familiar flesh-eating undead in Resident Evil. Evacuating plans immediately came into play. Buses of all sorts were deployed to shuttle people to the Causeway.

My bus was packed to the brim (like peak hour SBS bus) and I was standing near the front door. We stopped along our way to pick up a seemingly fine lady. When she got on the bus, it's like as if she having withdrawal symptom from heroin. Her face just keeps twitching. In the blink of an eye she opened her rotting mouth wanting to bite me. Had to choke her neck and pin her to the front of the bus. Then others were helping to pin her hands down (their scratch can also spread the virus - RE). Think we were trying to decapitate her (that's the only way to kill them - RE).

At this point our bus reached the checkpoint. Everyone on board ran off the bus screaming about contamination. The soldiers refused to let us in, some more were already showing signs of "withdrawal symptom".

All hell's terror was let loose...

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01 June, 2009 . 11:39 PM
dont let you get you

I pray for the tormenting dreams of a recurring face to stop. Stop appearing every time I make up my mind to forget.

Never have much luck with anything. So I really hope this small wish of mine can be fulfilled... Take it as you owe me, Whoever that is up there...

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We all learn, as we grow, to be stronger. Perhaps at times we still ain't strong enough. Instead we put on a pretence and try to be. Why not? At least it gives us the much needed courage to carry on. Until one day, looking back we realised we weren't where we were yesterday.

At times when things get too overwhelming, it is comforting to know that there are friends around too, knowing they will always be there for you to fall back on.

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31 May, 2009 . 11:06 PM
在梦境中

“当你靠近一个人,那种心跳加速,害羞的感觉你还有吗?我有。”
--- 蘆卡斯(败犬女王 Ep.10)



一个字 : 帅 (:



那个,我也有…

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08 February, 2009 . 1:51 AM
words can hurt

Perhaps giving a little more thought into writing something that is going to get published for everyone to read?

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09 January, 2009 . 10:41 PM
amateur

First week of attachment: Got to know several new faces at work. The fellow interns. A fun bunch they are. Probably the number of us staying in the PC room is gonna drop over the weeks as the workload comes in.

On the way out of work, a fellow intern introduced another student working there too. A Scholar. Younger than me. Intellectually incline. Probably 10x more mature than me. Though he also looks 10 years older.

He knew about "Doppler Effect" despite holding only an 'A' level cert. (I'm pretty sure JC never teach that topic) and I studied it in uni before but I only have fuzzy impression of the name only.

He said it's because he reads a lot.

Talking to him made me feel like THE junior. He probably had a lot more interest in what he is doing than me. He is aiming Cornell for a degree and I bet a phD after that. An upcoming talent for the nation.

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04 November, 2008 . 11:49 PM
after exploding

I feel bad. Really Really REALLY bad...

But I don't think I maligned her...

Now its mutual...

Dang...

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28 September, 2008 . 10:05 PM
wangwang is

WangWang is feeling down
WangWang is sick of all these acts
WangWang is in need of a break from all these
WangWang is still confused
WangWang is unable to be honest to her heart
WangWang is not looking forward to her birthday
WangWang is planning how to run away

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23 September, 2008 . 11:17 PM
jaded

Been busy recently with interviews, tests, assignment, projects and what-nots.

That day right after I published my last blog entry, all hopes were diminished. Everything turned out to be a lie, fabricated to cover up another lie. I'm tired of all these... Just hope that she will be fine.

Now I am in this predicament where I can no longer trust enough to venture. I am really very sorry for having to disappoint. I am disappointed in myself too...

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09 September, 2008 . 10:18 PM
诚实点

猪头,为什么总是口是心非?

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28 August, 2008 . 11:35 PM
afternoon nap

Had the weirdest dream ever.

In it she happened to see his photo online and decided to show them to me. And then there she was expecting me to have some kind of reaction. Of course the pictures traumatized me entirely. But I felt there was no need to show anyone. I vividly remember the pain that seized within while I smiled so widely and told her something along the line of I'm okay.

Hahaha~ I'll be fine. (:

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